Wednesday, April 2, 2008

A treatise on beauty [1]

I don't know if y’all know anything about marble, 
but it’s an unforgiving substance. 
It’s like – it’s like – I don't know what it’s like. 
But it’s been found out that even masters, 
when they’re telling us what they’re doing, 
don’t necessarily know. And so: 

if it’s the artist's job to catch our attention, 
tell us something, and send us on our way; 
and if we’re studying nature, and nature is, 
of course, always a naked woman; 
and if the sleep of reason produces monsters; 
and if you’ve been told, that your voice 
is bad but no matter, for the world needs listeners, too; 
and if you’ve been told, that holding hands 
doesn’t work, because there are other people in the world; 
and if you do not see America yet; 
if you recognize me without seeing what I’m carrying; 
if tables slope when you are sad; 
if you talk a lot in class, in the wrong way; 
if your own butler tried to order you around at the Frick; 
if you live to maximize your time in the sun; 
if you know about things because you’ve seen movies; 
if you fall together into thought and contraposto; 
if Mary is, for you, a heavenly significant character; 
if the note-taking lights in this room form a halo around your head; 
and if you are going to hell in the Mercedes Handbasket; 
and if you are not afraid to be in there with the unwashed men; 
and if you do not want to move on soon, 
although you will have to, for the season is hounded 
and hunted to extinction as I speak: 

then you are a narrative; 
you are the collected works; 
you are the paradoxes and the mysteries 
that the Catholic Church will canonize 
as the sweet and detailed; 
you are both my relief and my sculpture in the round; 
you are the symbol that will allow me to draw what I cannot draw: 
the rowdy health of youth, its fluting and its swaling. 

[1] The text consists entirely of things uttered during Kristin Romberg's Art Hum class at Columbia in the fall of 2004.